Second Day

Yesterday was the first I had both Addison and Preston. Addison was a little tired since we kept her up till I dropped Preston off for his fist day of school aka day care. After she slept a good two hours, bottle and back to pick up Preston from school. Preston did a great job at school, he cried just a little towards the end around 11:30, He was missing his Papa. Lunch and nap time went well every one down for a nap, then play time and to the train to pick up Mama. It was a good day. Today has been a little more trying, in Preston eye's I was unhappy.It just happened so fast, and the next thing I knew I was yelling at him carrying up the stairs, pinning him to the door and carrying him to his room where I dropped him off till I got Addison down for a nap and I am sure she did not like all the drama either. After I caught my breath I went to talk to Preston about what just happened and to apologize also. When I came I Preston was saying Papa happy. There was a moment I thought about giving him a swat, I am glad I did not but my action were not any better. I would like to say every thing is OK, but who knows what damage was done by an outburst like that. Preston is such a wonderful little soul and I would like to keep it like that. I really need to myself in check and not get all caught up in the emotion of the moment when occasions like this happen. Just step away let Preston do what he needs to do and then get on with the day. I love my little man. j